Jim Babcock said:
Then came this election. I could not believe that the Repubs would consider a candidate like McCain to represent us. Back then I believed that Hillary was sure to win the Dem top ticket.
That's true, I had forgotten what a difference a few months makes. Last winter Hillary looked absolutely inevitable and McCain's campaign was on life support, virtually bankrupt compared to all his competitors.
I changed prior to this election so this election itself hasn't changed me. Pre-Bush I was more swayed by individual characteristics. Post-Bush I'm much more partisan. GWB basically made me a dem, as under his rule it became apparent how much power the more extreme influences on the political right have gained and how dangerous they have become. So with the boat listing badly to starboard I'm leaning hard on the port side. My values haven't changed, it's more that political conditions have changed. The Dem party is broad enough and at this point watered-down enough that there's not much risk of anything too radical or 'weird' happening if I vote for them. But every 3rd candidate on the R side of the aisle just strikes be as an absolute nutcase. Too much risk over there. I vote party now, keeps things simple. If the boat starts leaning too far left that may change, but I really don't see that happening anytime soon.
I could change my tune if the R party re-moderates. McCain's nomination was kind of a queer accident of history, I think due in no small part to Romney failing to pass the religious test and driving defecting votes to Huckabee and McCain, rather than a sign of the party moderating as such.
If he did win, however, he might be able to help the party regain some footing in reason, if he can be his own man (and I'm not confident he'll be able to, I think he may be caged by powerful forces in the party -- though a clever choice of running mate could influence my impression there) -- he's not as blatantly anti-science as the current administration has been, and that does win big points with me. The censorship of science and the gag on climate research is responsible for at least 50% of my absolute disgust with the R party now. He also doesn't go around constantly trying to prove how ever-blessed religious and godly he is and so he strikes me as less phony that way than a lot of R's are (and frankly this is one of the things that bugs me most about Obama).
So I started my post about party trumping everything and now I've ended up with some conflicting impressions at the individual level... guess I'm confused too. I guess I'm still party in the interest of giving the pendulum its full swing. But I would not be devastated by a McCain win, if he's true to his campaign's remarks on science and if he doesn't totally sell out to the religions right.